havent been here in a while.... now i write my blogs on frenster... but i'll try n come here too hehe dun wanna neglect this place =S hehe i feel gay now.. anyway... so heres the update...

BIRTHDAY-- i had a blast.... pix r up on frenster (for all those who wanna c) n ya.... drank so much its time to cut down on the drinking man!!! hehehe

SCHOOL-- its ok.. still c a few ppl so im not THAT big of a loner hehe....

FRIENDS-- still talking to the same ppl... phil marv n them.... however.. i do miss sum ppl in the past....for sum reason we just lost contact with each other...... actually we still have each other on our lists... but shit happens n we just dont talk nemore..... really do miss sum of you

WORK-- work is work... what can i say... either im scheduled to work a shit load of shifts... or im just chilling at home =S

SUMMER-- i cant wait to play vball with everyone man!!!!! this year is gonna b different.. time to progress everyone!!!! imma learn to spike n jump serve now!!! hehehe

BOYFRIEND-- still with the same one hehe... still love my hunny matt hehe

STYLE-- still got the signature style....long straight red hair.... still wearing the same colors (black, brown, blue) still got the long straight earrings.... hehe...

damn i've used the word "still" too many times... i think its time for a change =S.....

went to go watch a dance show with valeria phil kris and these 2 other girls.... then we went clubbing... had a blast with the girls but then the music sucks!! i personally dun recommend joe's... but hey.. who m i to judge?!... im azn.. almost everyone there were white.... (not trying to b racist)

newho... prior to that... i met up with brooker... havent seen him in ages!! he was nice... took me to kelsey's to grab a bite then drove me back downtown and dropped me off at eaton centre even thou he was almost late for work... john.. u the best!! hehe..

damn man i really needed to dance tonight... been so fucking stressed all these 2 weeks!! ahhhhh oh well.. lastly.. i gotta thank my one n only sis.. valeria for inviting me... thanks sis!!!! i missed ya!!

sighz.... sooooo tired i dunno y im still up.. i have work tomorrow... ahhhhhhh i think work is killing me! its bringing my marks down... i think =S i gotta stop working so much >=| 

things r pretty good... matt n i r still as lovely dovey as usual hehe...ohh we went to marco's birthday thing n  we had a blast... went to hardrock cafe..turned out being pretty weird... most of us ordered the same dishes hehe..n if we didnt we'd smooch off each others hehe... . then played pool  at vip...maria is look.. shes like me... we dun play we just watch hehe... newho... thanks for the invite marco polo =P hehe.. i had a blast!!! happy birthday kido!

hun... thanks for bringing me home.... u mean everything to me ... i love you!!!

this week is crazy... got a lotta shit to do this week... make a video.. study for midterms... WRITE my midterms.... *sighz..... i dunno y profs say we dun have midterms or finals... n that we just have a major test..... their like the same thing!!! shit!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh then i have to work.... work is crazy too!!! omg im scheduled 5 times this week.. n one of the days in a double shift.... DOUBLE!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 9:30 till 1am... thats 16 HOURS!!! oki with a 2 hours "intermission" to travel to the other workplace..... *Sighz... thats my "week-b4-reading-week" .... imagine my reading week......

on top of all that stress.... me n my hun r great.... he still makes me happy hehe... on our 2nd month ... reaching the 3rd soon ^_^.. hes such a sweetheart... i love this kid hehe..... hunny ur the best!!!! *MUAHHHHHHHHHZZZZZZ.......

to my frens.... I MISS MY CHILDREN!!!!! hehe..

life has been extremely difficult... so much has changed cuz of this pass weekend...... hun n i got into a car accident while exiting the highway... thankfully we're both okay.. not a bump or "scratch" (as he woudl say).... however, the following day sum bad news hit......my coworker passed away....  such a young girl n shes gone now....every time i look at the bar.. i picture her there counting money.. complaining about her feet cuz of her shoes.... asking for advice about her LD bf.... n just simply smiling at every customer regardless of how hard life is for her....... shes such a sweetheart and unfortunately this had to happen to her...

what i've learned the pass couple of days.....we're all taking sum sort of risk.everyday...n we barely have time to waste.. u gotta plan everything ahead of time... ppl say go with the flow... sure.. do it.. but it'll only take u so far... so set sum reasonable goals...n as gay n as repetitive as it maybe... let the ones u care for know u care n love them..... cuz the day u want to... may never come.......lifes too short to waste ...

RIP nithiya.... I will see you there "one sweet day"